Leroys Heartbreak 81

Song-The devils conscience-

One Two strike
One two strike
the lightning woke the devil up
and suddenly the cold hard front is no more

The devils concience is ridding him of life
the poor poor soul lives a life of regret
leaves come and leaves go
like fear in the night

Tossing and Turning
brought down by his own hand
Drowning in the deep horror of what he has done
While the doves fly into the shimmering moonlight
An angry young man cries

Wolves will whistle to the moon
As flying harpoons aim straight at my heart
In the clutch of evil
his greasy hands grasp the hands of who
the hands of a shrink

Years go by and I have changed
The world knows not that he`s the devil
but he has changed

Over and over
I beat myself up
over and over

Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry

Leroy's Heartbreak 80

Song- Devils sins By Me
when iam done in
when i toss and turn in my bed
i hear a calm voice
i fall asleep and iam being rocked gently back and forth
when the earth ends the devils sins wont matter anymore

Feelings come and go
Feelings come and go
but they never left
i close my eyes often
I feel hands pulling me into an endless pit of nightmares
as i replay the past

Void of the once known happiness
I sat and stared at the bleak horizon
i cant move cant feel
i just sit there

When im done in
when i toss and turn in my bed
i hear a calm voice
i fall asleep and im being rocked gently back and forth
when the earth ends the devils sins wont matter anymore

Walking along an old ghost town
i imagine happy people there
and all i can think of is loathing of life
Iam tired and sick and yearn that i was never born
A dirty puddle reflects my tender worn eyes
If only I was never born if only if only

when im done in
when i toss and turn in my bed
i hear a calm voice
i fall asleep and im being rocked gently back and forth
when the earth ends the devils sins wont matter anymore

Leroy's Heartbreak 79

Days went by and by Leroy had an anxiety disorder and he had gotten in a habit of feeling uptight and uncomfortable while watching music videos on youtube because of things he was worried about for months and was loosing his thoughts about Leslie that scared him. Last night he rolled around his bed in hatred of his life how could he get in such a twisted turmoil place of rut he missed his wife and the thought of loosing sight of her made his eyes scream for her. And getting into a realationship with another woman was hard especially since he couldnt get rid of the thought of loosing Leslie. A mocking voice came into his head and spoke to him and giving him argrivating facial expressions which said they liked what they liked and wanted Leroy to start a life with someonelse. Leroy began to want to shove sex toys down the mocking voice violently. NOO NOO NOO Leroy cried Iam soo sooo soo tired of it all life and all, will it ever get better Leroy rubbed his hands on his face anxiously he just felt like screaming GOOO AWAY I'LL CHANGE RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW FOR LESLIE. His hands slid down his wet face, he shook and sang in a creepy voice pop goes the weasel while he was singing this he pictured himself at the circus that music playing while a bomb was stuck to him and then when the song ended he blew up with the bomb.