Leroy's Heartbreak 80

These days Leroy felt sick minded and violent he wasnt naturally violent. He could feel himself slipping away from the man he used to be he didnt even know what peace was anymore he didnt know what felt like listening to music and just listening to it was like anymore. It had been so long when Leroy saw little kids all he could think about was yanking out his hair and pulling the bits of skin stuck to his very skull. Then snarl at the kids GO AWAY then he'd walk home with tears in his eyes, throwing his hair backing and wipe the tears away with his trembling fingers. Feeling freakish, just really freaked he impersonated a freak by pretending his enemies were there and pretended to humilate himself in front of them and saying stuff like Iam your sex slave and he wack himself and cut himself saying rude things about himself. Then he'd shake and move his trembling hands as if he was having a seizure. Leslie I miss you he whipered weakly his hands reached out as if to hold onto her hands he pretended she was there and clutched he hands and wrapped his arms around her kissing her baby be mine I WILL I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN AGAIN... whatever it takes we will be togheter again I promise... baby I miss you I love you I always will I'll change I promise atleast I hope so I GOTTA CHANGE I GOTTA FOR YOU he said frusteratedly. I love you Leslie