Leroy's Heartbreak 45

Leroy put a wire around his leg with a key on it. He was pretending he was in jail because Leslie had stolen his life away after she died. Last night Leroy woke up screaming. He was curled up in a ball feeding off his fear about the assassins. He was really worried about God because he knew he got tripped, when God had tried to deliver a message to him about the assassins. Leroy later found out that God had been tripped when he tried to deliver the message to him to save the world from evil. Leroy had a tantrum, he was balling his eyes out, there was no smile on his face, he felt there would be no smile on his face ever again he was wearing thin down to the core so much. Hateful energy built up against the assaisns. Leroy wrote suicide poems while cutting his arms. But his faith had never died for God. God was a beautiful messed up mystery to him. Leroy looked out of at there floor and saw his shadow and muttered the assasins are using voodoo dolls he said freakishly. Leroy walked around the halls of his house as if searching for ghosts. Leroy put on sandals and walked around in the snow as if drunk. Then he changed changed into his real winter clothes and walked to the church. He was at the church and prayed Iam working on solving a mysteries about you and holding on to the hope of solving them all someday.