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I was with Calissa and gave her a heart shaped pendent. I stroked her hair and told her I loved her then kissed her. I told her I felt like a a little boy again when I was with her she had the power to give me butterflies every day. My lips were tense and we kissed again. My valentine I said as my hands clinged onto her hands lets us have a candlelight dinner with wine tonight. We had toast with honey and wine. I spoke spanish to her and we talked about our love for eachother. At the end of dinner I gave her a red rose.

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A fly was buzzing around my head I opened my eyes to see the light of morning lighting my face. I put on my tuxcedo and grabbed a red rose and headed off. I imaginged Calissa running in front of me as I chased after her. She began to skip and sing Leroy my early summer come catch me. I wanted to gaze into her pretty blue eyes there were as the blue sky making the world seem at peace. A breeze hit my face and I breathed in the wind, as I breathed in the wind I smelt her cinnamon perfume. Then she dissapered I rested on a mountain under a tree with a bee's hive and pictured Calissa laying beside me my long lost love.

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I lay in the grass with Juliet. I said I want to lay like this forever and watch the clouds. I made a suggestion for a candlelight dinner with her with her friends over. She got dressed and her beauty stunned me. Her friends came over and teased me that they were going to have a catfight over me. And reapetedly said I want to be a princess me, me, no, me. I turned around and my lips met Juliet's we kissed and then had dinner. Ladies my, you look beautiful tonight especially you Juliet I said smiling sweetly and gazing into her eyes. After dinner I put a necklace around Juliet's neck and kissed her. Then I flirted with her by compilmenting how crazy in love she made me feel. She gave me butterflies everytime I thought about her. I kissed her again and felt like I was in the clouds and never wanted to come down.

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The air surrounds me, a bell rings in my ghostly town. I watch a dove and think of how I wish women could get whatever they wanted like princess and how I wish I could show them things they'd never believe in a virtural reality world. Tears run down my face and I scratch my itchy nose. I wish write a very detailed story about God and solve mysteries about him. I walk home and go into my bath but first I pour red dye into the bath tub so it'd look like I was bleeding in the bath tub. After my bath I go to the insane asylum with the termites and climb the stairs my foot slips and dust falls on me. I continue to climb the stairs and halloucinate a dove at the top of the staircase and Iam in the middle of the stormy ocean. I gasped as I come to surface for air but the waves keep crashing down on me and Iam swimming after my wife Juliet. She is in a boat the world seems to dissapear as the water goes up over my head. A leaf hits my face it's very detailed like the beauty of God's soul.

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When Leslie left his world his world got colder. He cried alot and cried more until the silence of night came in his sleep. He dreamed he was with his long lost love Leslie again and his cold lips touched hers and there cheeks were pale too and suddendly turned pink as soon as they kissed. Rain began too fall and it dripped down there face I love you he said breathlessly whispering in her ear. She knew him so well and he looked into her eyes and fell deeply in love with her. Were back together I love you my long lost love Leslie.

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Calissa he said he was alone in his bedroom you are my princess, my miss swan. He began daydream of dancing with his true love Calissa as a kind hearted gentleman reaching out his hand and leading her into a romantic dance. Iam yours to keep he whispered into her ear and can't rest content if Iam not yours to keep. He burn with excitement as they kissed. Fairytales passed through his eyes of romance. He continued passionately kissing Calissa and woke up out of his daydream and craved Calissa by his side. My long lost love Calissa he said. He got out of bed and made a fire outside.

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Leroy sighed, longing for Leslie morning to night is something he'd get used to. He began to walk along the beach Leslie Leslie... my long lost love he said. He sang a song called Come back to me now my love in a enchanting ghostly voice. He looked at the red rose in his hand and said she is perfect then set the rose on the water and watched it float away I'll see you again as this rose will meet shore again if I have to live lonely all my days untill death for my long lost love Leslie. When you come back there will be celebration for I will have had the chance to hold her again my long lost love Leslie. He twirled around happily my tiny dancer we'll be dancing in a fairytale castle. Your beauty has captured me your blue eyes and curly blond hair. Leroy's home was in Leslie's heart. Leroy smiled I'll be happy as the sun lighting the sky when Iam with her. He wanted to look lovingly into her eyes and cry tears of joy for my long lost love Leslie.

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Leroy said Iam everybody's fool a clown. But where is my mind rushing thin through my blood stream. I sing as a dog waiting for death for his long lost love. A dog leaping through the dusty dirtroads prowling for rats who have tried to outsmart him. Will you ever be mine again Juliet how I miss your hands holding mine. As I slam against a wall again and again for you, running my to get to you but I keep crashing against that wall. To me you will always be magic for you make my dreams appear like fairydust and our life is like a fairytale. Her voice was that of a bleeding rose, the voice of a human heart and she was very caring. I'd give her the world anytime. I love you my long lost love Calissa.

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The grass outside was gold and the weather was hot. Nature had a stoitic beauty about it like the rivers and steams went on and on and crashed against the rocks. Leroy picked up a red rose and said Juliet Id hold you up high above the world anytime. Leroy sat down near a river and wondered about the majestic beauty of God he was as a sparkling clear river flowing through his fingers. Leroy wanted to gaze into Juliet's eyes and lay his head on her and wipe away tears of joy they had shared together. When she had died it destroyed him he desperately wanted to hold her hand again. Leroy looked at the sun and pictured him and Juliet in heaven. Leroy missed the smell of her cinamon perfume, her sitting on his lap and holding hands, buying boxes of chocolate for her and he'd just miss being sweet to her.

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Leroy was drawing pictures of Juliet from the shakepere book of Romeo and Juliet. He wanted to be her Mr Right and bulid her dreams with his two hands. He wrote poetry that rhymed with her name Juliet. Juliet even if romance ran out of rhyme I would give you my heart until the end of time my valentine. Leroy wanted to speak words of love to her while his hands caressed her face. He'd love her endlessly he'd spend eternity up in space watching the stars above with her. Leroy sang there wedding song and kept the beat perfectly. Nothing could come between the two of them he loved her. He used to get jealous when she looked at other men but they would stay together untill the end with his long lost love Juliet.

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I want to dream big Juliet he sighed. He pulled down the curtains on the train's window. He was on a train to Boston. Carrying a trenchcoat to return and his diary and sentimental letters about Juliet. Leroy began to read about Juliet and he couldn't feel a thing from his head down to his toes. His home was in Juliet's hearts and she loved him unconditionally. Every now and then he'd fall in love with Juliet all over again and feel like he was in the clouds. Juliet was the fire inside his heart that made him fly to the moon. He wanted to die on the same day Juliet had for it was when he died on earth and lived as a ghost. He wanted to pronounce his love for her to the world with fireworks. She understood him like nobody else. I miss you my long lost love Juliet he said.

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Leroy needed company he remembered Calissa and him at a barn dance her hair was curly and blond. Leroy talked like a gentleman and blushed pink through his cheeks as he asked her to dance. When she said yes and there hands touched Leroy felt enchanted by the warmth of her hand. He left to get a drink at the snack stand. A hand touched his back he stood still for he wanted to see her face in excitement. It was instead General John Mackenzie they began to talk about war. He saw Calissa walk out of the barn and followed her. She turned around and saw him. They kissed she said were more then just best friends were husband and wife. They kissed passionately and she rubbed his back. He gazed into her eyes longingly and was consumed in his love for her. He gently kissed her and said I love you as there hands intertwined. They jumped around in a hay stack. She had the power to put his heart in flames. They went home and had an all nighter of passionate talks.

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Leroy looked at the stars in the sky and wanted a constellation of him and Leslie to be up there in space. He climbed into his car and felt passionate love go through his veins for Leslie as the wind pushed against his hair. Leroy remembered laying in the grass with Leslie's head on his chest watching the stars just loosing himself in her love as she lay there and he could listen to her voice all night. Leroy drove to the park and picked a red rose and smelled it, all the things we used to do he thought, we went everywhere toghether. He had thought about her everyday since he had first laid eyes on her and still did. He was dressed in his best tuxcedo tonight for he had always promised to be her Mr. Right and the best she ever had.

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Leroy was playing on repeat his last saved messages he had 25 debts to pay to the assasains they were mocking who he was as a person and talking down to him mentally and threatening him. His life was out of control and was praying to God to show his loving face to him. He was moving away from the phone and tenseley hid behind chairs. The hairs on his arms stood up on end he looked as Leslie's picture and swore her eyes were real and staring at him. Leroy rocked on the floor. Im sorry he apologized to himself and moved away from himself. Hard times wait for me tomorrow. He turned the radio station on and listened to rock and roll. He thought about his wife Leslie he lost himself in her eyes and fell in love all over again. He hid the things he knew down in his soul he saw other women and wanted them but also knew he'd have to take it real slow for that realationship. How could my long lost love Leslie leave me he said breathlessly.

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She's an angel he said smiling in his sleep. He would never lie to her. All he wanted was for Calissa to come back. He was tied to his dreams of her and hoped she'd come back and she'd be alive and wake him up with a kiss. Her kiss made him feel like he was in heaven and her death was like a car crash. He wanted to be a cowboy in the desert searching for his long lost love Calissa. When the assasains came with there crimanl insanity in there brains he prayed to God each and everyday for her not to die. Leroy was dreaming he was in the desert white people were dancing around him they were cowboys drinking and hugging. Leroy got up as if struck by lightning he took a bottle of whiskey and hopped on one of the horses and galopped away. Muttering there after me again. They weren't even following him they were so drunk. He got to a cave and hid and drank muttering this drink will be my death and when Iam dead and gone my heartache for my long lost love Calissa will be over.

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Leroy wanted to be in the air spinning in a tornado. He wanted to see God's hand and hold it hard and be wherever God's mind was above the world. Take me there God where the ghost Iam can wear shackels on my feet. He would have given up all of himself, all his strength, soul and mind to God. He was completely consumed in his passionate caring for God and it left him floating weak in the sky breathless unable to take his eyes off of God. He dreamed he was flying in the air after God he was so tempted to run his hands up and down God's body and surrender to loving him. Leroy held a thorn in his hand and his hand was bleeding he showed it to God and said I'd bleed for you anytime. Smoke seeped from the earth there was a fire in one of the houses on earth God said I must help them and left. Leroy said wherever you go I'll be waiting at the other end of the phone waiting for your call for you to come back. Leroy missed his long lost love Juliet.

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I don't want to be touched anymore by another woman or loved he was cold inside. He wondered what would become God's mind. Leroy's world after Leslie had died had been cold and cruel. And he'd do anything to be with her again. He'd go wherever she would go for the love in the air for her was still strong. Leroy remembered shaking and bleeding for he knew he couldnt tell the assainsains about God. Leslie's face haunted him in his sleep he remembered all the places they went to and it ringed a alarm in his head he wanted her back in his life. He sang a song to his long lost love Leslie. Leroy drank some beer and tears flowed down his face nothing could complete him except her. He remembered her walking down the aisle with her wedding dress on. He swore to her he'd be her Mr Right while saying there wedding vows to eachother. Leroy knew she'd stand in his heart forever like nobody else and never wanted her to go away. The world seemed black and white without her and he was falling apart without her in his life. She had given him life. The house without her around just wasnt the same without his long lost love Leslie.

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Leroy wanted to have an instruction manual on how to fill God's needs when he was feeling stresssed because he was mentally ill. Leroy walked down the street into an intersection. He thought his life was like an intersection because it was where all roads met. Everything in his life led to Calissa and God the people he wanted nothing more than the best for them. They were waiting for him in heaven. Leroy's hopes sank to the bottom of the ocean when he thought about God's needs not being met. He felt like swimming down into the ocean trying to carry God up to the surface. The people on the street looked like they were moving in slow motion. He went into the mall they were having a party there. He danced low to the floor like a zombie and acting out his own death. A group of people were dressed up as Egyptians doing the egyptian walk. A fake cloud of grey smoke went around them. Everyone fell to the ground and acted out there disbelief. After the party was over Leroy sat against a bench and prayed that God would never be mistreated. And missed his long lost love Calissa.

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Leroy was sipping on powerade Leroy was about to be tested by God. An angel called his name into the office he had to do and essay. How old have problems been around in the world he wrote since Adam and Eve for trillion of years since Adam and Eve. Women have been told to act perfectly before and I sincerley believe God has a severe mental illness because of it. They've been treated like property and not human beings. All women should be treated like princesess and treated humaneley. Men who abuse women's rights should be drowned like a fish out of water. The best things in life are free so why would somebody want something free. Yes why because they want to have a good life. But what if it means hurting the innocent then that's when the authourities have to come in. Scars can be left on one's life for as long as one can remember so authourity is important. Leroy wrote I'd become God's soldier anyday. God's mental illness means the world to me. Leroy was determined to be Mr Brightside and Mr Right and solve all of God's problems. Leroy wanted to lock up all the men who abused women and God. Leroy was done the test and had a feverish feeling through his blood handed it in and ran home crying.

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Leroy was dellousinal. Leroy was thinking about men who had abused him mentally. Leroy felt incapable of loving another woman again. Leroy's tounge was wagging out of his mouth as he drank beer drowning in his sorrow. Leroy had turned his back against himself and remember the last time he was outside his own house he was muttering down the street and people wondered if he was okay. Leroy was scared of loving another woman his blood feverishly ran under his skin when he saw another woman. The light of morning had just come out. Leroy was dehyrated and hadn't slept all night all he did was think and not relax so he got a cup of water. On his way to get a drink he walked around dizzily. And cried God your mental illness has left me sleepless. Leroy held Juliet's picture in his hand and said I miss you my long lost love.

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Leroy wanted to fly into the beautiful warm air that surrounded him outside. It was a dead night outside. He read to Calissa Iam woody woodpecker arrgh dangnabbit my wings are broken by slyvester the cat. Calissa read now the dog is trying to fly. They were reading a comic book on the beach. Leroy said as he licked his ice cream cone your love is better than ice cream and anything else that ive tried. Calissa playfully slapped his hand you should know better to even have the thought of comparing me to an ice cream cone for Iam definitley much better than that. Okay princess let's run to the water and see how deep we can get in. So they did and when they got as deep as they could get they kissed and felt like they'd never come down from the clouds.

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The Leroy remembered being mentally abused he was in a hotel room. What was left of him had been left behind. Leroy was on his knees I never want to dissapoint my God he said freakishly curling his hands, clawing at himself, pacing and twitching,... .... .... God he whispered to the ground have men abused you mentally so much that your not independent anymore. Leroy looked at the barbie caslte he brought with him Juliet you are my princess. He then bent over and ripped the wallpaper in the barbie castle and rocked back and forth on the floor I don't like colored wallpaper. He saw Ken and dressed him up as a policeman take God in no questions asked and me and my family. Leroy halloucinated God was beside him and just touched his hand and and walked into the hallway, I miss the little things about you Juliet I miss everything about you Juliet. He followed God out into the hallway he saw the men who abused him mentally hold God as though he was a prisoner and said Leroy you've crossed the last line.

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Leroy put a wire around his leg with a key on it. He was pretending he was in jail because Leslie had stolen his life away after she died. Last night Leroy woke up screaming. He was curled up in a ball feeding off his fear about the assassins. He was really worried about God because he knew he got tripped, when God had tried to deliver a message to him about the assassins. Leroy later found out that God had been tripped when he tried to deliver the message to him to save the world from evil. Leroy had a tantrum, he was balling his eyes out, there was no smile on his face, he felt there would be no smile on his face ever again he was wearing thin down to the core so much. Hateful energy built up against the assaisns. Leroy wrote suicide poems while cutting his arms. But his faith had never died for God. God was a beautiful messed up mystery to him. Leroy looked out of at there floor and saw his shadow and muttered the assasins are using voodoo dolls he said freakishly. Leroy walked around the halls of his house as if searching for ghosts. Leroy put on sandals and walked around in the snow as if drunk. Then he changed changed into his real winter clothes and walked to the church. He was at the church and prayed Iam working on solving a mysteries about you and holding on to the hope of solving them all someday.

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Leroy kissed God's forehead and spilt his heart out to him saying Iam a train wreck waiting to happen waiting for a strong independent woman to pick me off of the tracks. Iam a wildfire born out of frustration. When Juliet was here her love lifted me up where I was sane. I want to put a fire in my hair then jump around crying. I can't believe myself when I look back on happier days and now her eyes at night were as midnight fireflies and being without her... Leroy couldnt breathe. Leroy regained his breath I feel like Iam in war and your firefly eyes are the only thing there lighting my path. Leroy sobbed I just want to fall deep into your arms and loose myself in your kiss my long lost love Juliet.

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Leroy was at God's bedside showing him a picture book of smiley faces. He began to talk about his familiy and how they used to read this book to him and it made him feel loved. Innocence was in his voice and God looked up at him approvingly. Winter's end speaks like the love for your wife Calissa God spoke softly. Leroy's lips trembled and said there's nothing I'd like better than to fall out of the sky and just keep falling. The never ending want for her kiss again has led me into a storm with no shelter. This place is so empty I have nothing to lose I just want to be tangled up in her embrace. My long lost love Calissa's embrace he said and prayed for God's well being.

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Leroy was walking on a balance beam in the middle of a store. Perfect life, for him? nope just the perfect lie without Juliet. On the balance beam Leroy walked around making no sense as to why he was doing it in a storm. Which was also like his realationship with his long lost love Juliet wherever he turned all he saw these days was her, and he felt frightened and confused. His sadness had made him a mad man he was so sad it brought him to his knees. He felt someone pull him up off his knees it was Juliet. He woke up out of his silent reverie. Iam in the arms of an angel I can finally rest my head on my long lost love Juliet he said.

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Leroy was dreaming he was a ghost and Calissa was in a puddle of water with red rose petals in a white wedding dress. Iam not good enough he sobbed and cried. He spent his whole life waiting to be with Calissa. Leroy whacked himself hard in the face with a stick and freakishly talked down to himself like the men who had talked down to him, abusing himself mentally. Leroy walked over to Calissa, knelt down in the puddle and held up her head crying. I just want the best for God... Leroy sobbed bawling his eyes out. He saw a rat on the ground nearby and killed it with his foot. You dirty rotten enemies of God you rats and he stomped on the rat and shreiked. Please be okay God he muttered kissing Calissa's forehead I'll make it better then it ever was. Please he begged like a sick man to Calissa while thinking of God, worried sick entranced by God's inner beauty. Don't go, don't stop searching we could sing songs about little princesses and you be the number one princess. Remember that song Butterfly, Early Summer. I...I brought the papers with me with the lyrics on them he shone them in the sun and sang butterfly. Butterfly flew away where she is loved into blue sunnier days, Gold crisps mornings light her way, she'll fly, fly away, into her princes arms. He sobbed his hands twitched touching his tearstrained face. And sang Early Summer. It was about waiting so long just to be the next to be with someone. Leroy unsteadily moved his hands up Calissa's body and kissed her passsionately you are the best I ever had. I know if God had a face it be miss swan given after long lost loves.

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Leroy said Id do anything, anything he sweared he'd twist a very smouldering hot knife that just got out of the welders into his bleeding heart which pounded for God. Leroy dropped to the ground and kissed it saying it was the only solid thing in his life. God was his inspiration that light at the end of the tunnel. He ran to it he said freakishly I'll beat the begeezus out of myself if I ever let you down God. Frustrated he began to climb the rocks I won't break under the pressure of not sweeping God off of his feet he said freakishly. He rubbed his face sweating I love my God grabbing onto the rocks for dear life you twinkle like a sparkling diamond. He reached the top and sweeped God off of his feet and led him up the stairwell. While he was leading him up the stairwell he the wind cast the smell of freshly cut green grass. When he got to the top he put God into a hot tub and then into a bed and put on light music and prayed I'll be at your bedside alltimes and kissed his hand.

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Leroy peeked his head out under the hospital blankets. The assasains were talking. There words weighed him down. The darkness in his room make him choke nervously he silently prayed. God please have mercy on my soul and deliver me into heaven. I want to burn down there hideout of the assasains the people who tried to kill you. Misery is beautiful isnt it like the detail in the leaves. Ive been searching for a reason to live and for the past years I havent figured that out. Ive been searching for a light at the end of the tunnel. When I reach the light Iam going to find people who love me and you and will see you lifted on a high throne being bowed too. Juliet he said to his long lost love you've always had that rich gooey center about you and a sparkle about you. Leroy couldn't get to sleep so he crawled under the beds so the assasisains wouldn't see him. He poked the window under the nurses station. Yes they answered what can I do for you. Leroy said may I please have a glass of water and I want someone to talk to. They got him some water and he told them what was going on. Leroy took some medication to get to sleep. He found out he was halloucinating the part about the assasains.

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If you leave me tonight said Leroy I wont love you any less. I might be too irritable to talk being as Iam in a hospital. He blew his nose on a kleenex, aww the state Iam in. Your jaded said Calissa but I'll leave after I say a few things all your life you wanted to hold your precious tiny dancer in your hand Iam your dream come true. Generations of children have been brought up since Adam and Eve. And your prayers for God's mental state have never dimmed. Your love for him could light up the sky. And my dreams were never empty he cried eyes bawling with tears heart pounding with a broken heart full of love and worry for God. The assaisains she continued you think of them as vultures preying on his mind mentally that all you ever did was want to hold him through the darkest of his days and feel his warm breath on your face. Leroy pressed his tear stricken face against the window sobbed and closed his ears. God deserves nothing but sympathy after all he's been through he said. Sadness, gloom and death have consumed his life said Leroy. She continued on Leroy your depressed the things that used to make you happy in life are gone. Your still here my long lost love Calissa. His halloucination of her dissapeared.

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He blew kisses to Calissa and shouted your a girl I just got to have. He ran to her and swept her into his arms and led her up the hotel stairs. Room service my sweetheart he said putting a rose petal in her hair kissing her lips gently. Every night Ive been with you feels like the best nights of my life. There hands linked, she tried to talk but he put his finger on her lips. Don't talk just let me lead you into a slow dance where we get lost in eachothers eyes. Your so affectionate and everything Ive ever wanted in a woman, you know your face has been on my lovestruck mind. How about we play bingo about our realtionship to quiz our romantic minds. There was a knock on there hotel door Leroy said let me get that, nodding politely. Always the gentleman Calissa said. Leroy opened the door and got the room service. They dimmed the lights and talked about having a all nighter of there feelings for eachother, just there feelings and passion. Her cinnamon perfume had turned him into a daze and he couldn't take his eyes off of her from the moment he had first laid eyes on her. So what do women want he asked cheerfully. She answered to party in our pajamas watching The Simpsons for a sleepover.

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Hours passed as Leroy lay on the floor of the old abandoned building with termites. Juliet I feel so cold he thought and he couldnt talk all he could do is breathe. The night was dark outside and his hands were as ice. The very floor he lay on felt like thin ice with a cold rapid underneath it. And when he fell through the ice water he would soon forget the feeling of being cold and just feel death. His halloucination of Juliet spoke Iam worried about you Leroy. Leroy subtley moved his lips but couldnt because the pain he felt tied him down. The only comfort was Juliet's voice which reminded him of a calming river flowing gently in his hands. But her voice also reminded him of the river in a bad way like in drowning in the dark. The robotic brain glands they put in my head for world domination have left me with no strength in my once hopeful strong soul. He sighed and prayed to God the warmth in my hands now must be deceptive to how I really Iam for I feel so cold when it comes to my long lost love Juliet.

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You are the picture I see everytime I close my eyes he cried moving his hands up and down her picture unsteadily OH CALISSA. He was dreaming of being in a room of lace curtains chasing after his long lost love Calissa. There were children playing skip to romantic skipping rhymes Calissa and him used to play also. There was a genie lamp were Calissa would be his princess and he would give her, her three wishes. Her cinnamon perfume filled the air now they were in a patch of grass playing pinned you. They looked longinly into eachothers warm loving eyes that they both felt at home in eachothers eyes. They'd do funky dances together and afterwards would just kiss passionately and move there hands up and down eachothers body holding on tightly never wanting to come down from that kiss that felt like there first. Leroy held a red rose petal in his hand and blew it too her we'll always be toghether Calissa your perfect like this rose and your personality sparkels like a diamond. Let the touch of my hand let you know Iam going to catch you whenever you fall my long lost love Calissa.

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Juliet you are all the things I desire you complete me. The one true thing I believe in. My fears troubles melt away like the ice cubes in the basking glow of the radiant sun. You are that rock I can lay my head against while the world is lost at sea. Whenever I wanted to fight with you all you did was hold me. Whenever I pushed to see how far you'd go you never left my side. You never stoop to the lows of abusive men but are the light of my room. You've seen me talk about abusive men to women, its my weakest link I tear up papers with hateful words about them with my teardrops on them. And you just... just take me as Iam. Iam such a drifter these days without you because all I do is wander around thinking about the safety of your arms. I feel like drowning because my world just flips and falls, up and down without you. Sorry Iam just feeling so crazy these days without you my long lost love Juliet. Your love picks me up when Iam feeling this way and its all I need to get me through the day wrote Leroy in his diary.

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Leroy woke up he was against a shopping store wall outside. Geisha surrounded him whispering we'll fill up the emptyness. Close your eyes you are drifting in the universe of imagination whispered the Geishas you don't want to come down, your with people who love you the most, theres ball dancing at the party your in the host announces Leroy has arrived. The crowd chants come on home with us. A beautiful lady makes her way through the crowd to see him, it was Leslie she stroked his face and the coldness he felt melted away come home. The crowd stops to stare mesmerized Leroy responds wherever you will go my long lost love Leslie. Leroy leaves the Geishas and said he needed to go home and left.

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Leroy had never imaginged being with a faithful, strong and could do no wrong in his eyes kind of woman then he met Leslie and he got the breath knocked out of him by her beauty. You will always have my love and affection Leslie no matter what. See that unfinshed patch in those pair of jeans that need to be knitted everything comes around in time she reasured him soothingly. Leslie let's knit it toghether their hands reached for the sowing needle then there hands touched they looked away from eachother quickly as they blushed then kissed passionately. Your expectations bury me and are too high for me to do this. Well give yourself room for mistakes said Leslie. You know what said Leroy whenever I was with my parents and I was younger whenever I couldn't get what I wanted I sucked up to the other one. ...Whenever I couldn't get what I wanted... his halloucination of Leslie was gone this time I'll never get what I want you Leslie my long lost love.

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Just take one day at a time Leroy said. Tomorrow could make me smile and sing. Am I in heaven with Leslie no not there yet he growled. The woman I loved left my life God he prayed at the church please let her enter the doors of heaven. I sometimes lie awake thinking about heaven and hell and the crossroads we take to get there. A peacefull night, I wish to sleep. But can't because Leslie wasn't just my wife she was my best friend. Life has burdened me so much with the loss of her I refuse to believe she is gone and eachday she is gone hurts like hell for me. I hold onto my long lost love Leslie's picture while I sleep dreaming of her face.

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There's no one left to blame Leroy said quivering in the winter air scratching his face like he was on crystal meth. There's no one to talk to he said his tears freezing on his face and lips moving numbly. I feel so empty he said dizzy and fell sideways, tipsy nothing that a drink can't fix. Leroy searched himself where did it all go wrong, his heart answered you couldn't carry on after Leslie died and your once strong heart deteriorated into heartbreak. All the beauty his wife possessed made him feel dizzy he muttered I'll save her from the tower she's locked up in my princess. The assasains were pointing fingers at him, men were talking down to him. He ran inside his house and barred the doors you can't change the way I feel he said severely. Then miserably Leroy began kissing the floor hopefully you won't betray me he said to the floor. Were all innocent said his hallouciation of Leslie to him. Leroy faltered to speak and fainted.

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Destiny is calling me I can't escape my fate said Leroy luckily if its meant to be it will just happen. My heartbreak for my long lost love Leslie will come when I see her in heaven and I will feel a quiet inner peace and my heart will mend. Love still hurts these days my new vision of love after she died has been like it was in the eyes of a ghost wondering around thinking of her.
When she died it was like a plane crash, except in slow motion. Who can save my cold soul, why you my red rose, Leslie. The sun could melt me Iam so cold I cant take my eyes off of you he said grabbing his face. In the story of Leroy's life Leroy had little light shed on his worn heart. Leroy dreamed he was chasing after the girl Leslie but the run seemed as 3 days to see her in heaven for the love he held in his heart for Leslie.