Sunday, October 25, 2009

Leroy's Heartbreak 4

When they had put a robotic brain glands in his head at the age of 10 he knew something wasn't right he could just smell the rat. Something just wasn't right with the world as he knew it or him.
His thoughts were as though a playwright for actors had made them exist. There was too little happening in the world to help people out especially oppressed women. It was like some crazy voodoo game had been created. And he was one of the dolls and he just felt angry... so so so angry he was a underdog and then he became angier and more criminally insane. His father had talked down to him as a child telling him to smile perfectly. No independent women is going to catch me hahaha he laughed freakishly to himself... all alone yes... yes I am better off on my own.
He spit his gum into the garbage barbie girls can't get enough of them really must we all hold on to treasured memories of our long lost loves... why isn't my love life like the gum in the garbage and for everyone. Daddy's little girl eh huh funny what would she think of me nothing she'd just walk out of my life and become a punk living on the streets. She'd take lots of drugs and become the new image britney spears is trying to display. And she'd be a gangster drinking beer every second of the day hands shaking kind of my want for the rest of my life too. I don't actually have a daughter never had never will. Somehow now I am this fragile small egg on the great wall of China just like Humpty Dumpty everybody's fool, the pieces of my life left after my fall will never be put back together again. A compulsive liar even though not I belong in the mouth of a chewing pig.

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